Stop wondering, stop worrying.
See... humans are the only living things to be wondering about whats unwonderable.
We want reasons for what has no reason, because as the clever animals we are, we've learned the reward of finding the reason. Our instincts drive us for more reasons, but when all comes to all, several questions simply have no answer:

What is the meaning of life?
What is beyond the universe?
What was before the universe?

These three questions simply make no sense

they make as much sense as

Where bought near giraffemobile?
Have undercarriage baphometic reflex?
Who ignotion served, plus ultra?

they are questions that will simply never recieve an answer, and to be looking for the answer of the meaning of life, is to be looking for who ignitioned served, plus ultra.

Just stop looking for it.
Breathe.
Relax.
Live.
and die.

try to have a lot of sexual intercourse before you die.
its not the meaning of life to reproduce. but it sortof makes sense, to make the time pass.